Slithering Words

;For light and darkness cannot harbour good fortune..

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So i heard..

It was well illustrated, well layed out before me like a fine rug

“Come forth Light, come sit beside me ..be my ear”

Oh! how the dark whispers with sweet delight

Unbeknownst to me the damage to be done–

 

I listened like a desperate fool yearning for attention

Said i would perform his requests

Oh! how the dark whispers with sweet delight

Unbeknownst to me the damage that would be done–

 

i did the bad deed(s), served at his ‘highness’ calling

Dipped my tongue and my feet into the abyss of self destruction

Oh! how the dark whispers with sweet delight

Unbeknownst to me the damage that would be done–

 

“Share your ‘goodness’, i  did what you asked..,”

Give me the riches that are so mighty and vast!

Oh! how the dark whispers with sweet delight

Unbeknownst to me the damage that would be done–

 

“The darkness befits you Light, wait a little longer”

There is much in store for you , do you trust my words?

Oh! how the Dark whispers with sweet delight

Unbeknownst to me the damage that would be done–

The damage….

That was done.

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I escaped it..the looming Darkness

Not without removing its fangs deep in my flesh

Not without some bruises and scratches

Some scars that are yet to heal.

But I  decided to stick to my Truth. The LIGHT. MY LIGHT.

-Hear my cry, O God; listen to my prayer. 
-From the ends of the earth I call to you, I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. 
-For you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the foe. 
-I long to dwell in your tent forever and take refuge in the shelter of your wings.

 

Psalms 61. 

Amen.

Passing winds

Rain pouring down hard

A soft touch turned into a cold stare

 

I rose and fell to the occasion

I often cry myself to sleep to get rid of the pain

I slide through the guilt and skip to the blame

Dodging the peary eyes of forgiveness..

I wonder..,

 

if so..

What is heartbreak if not a poison of sorts?

these passing winds..evolve.

 

THE STARS SHALL ALIGN AND REDEFINE

A drifting star

I pull it close

Towards me…

It wants to run away to see the moon friend..

I tell it ,”No…you shall meet your death if you go there.”

It refuses to listen to me. Its eyes are hooked on the other side of the universe

I can see her blood-thirsty urge to go on this adventure and visit her new found friend..

But wait…it is forbidden.

For light and dark cannot harbour good fortune. 

But can they?

She tries to convince me to join her on this escapade …..

But shall I partake ?

Day and night passes.

The adventure is yet to unravel before us…….

 

 

 

 

Here I am

Here I was

I opened my mind n soul for you to see through me

Here I was

patiently seeking your approval of me

Here I was

Filled with butterflies of sorts, could not help but  feel at home

And the pages turned,

Here I am

Trying to get back to chapter one of my self love book

Here I am

Scouring through ,trying to collect the missing pieces

Here I am

Fighting wars of mind ,body and soul in the darkness and light

……..Here I am

Breaking through

Looking up, as my answers come from God

He stays .He grows

He blossoms∇

Here I am👸

 

Part III

to hold, is to bear

to leave, is to wear… ∇  Z

i..

was taken aback that Monday morning,

as i saw you dwindle and fade away in my thoughts,,

so effortlessly done, yet seething in pain..

you took the goodness in me…¦the softness,the lovely,the patient,the kind (so i heard)

oh how you bruised me and left me to die…

who am i now that you left me this way?

 

Who am i?

Part II

”Just because Atlantis has not been discovered

                                   does not mean it will always remain hidden.”

 

You clothe your aura so well,,

your outspoken nature tantalizing everyone you meet,,

 

I’m trapped you know?

 

Season after season i claim you ,,with no question,,,

You pride yourself in seeing me gaze up at your angelic self and give you that honor, ‘your Majesty’

 

I’m trapped you know?

 

Oh how the dew drops and soils my clothes,

How the rain will pour down heavily, with intention,

with disbelief,,

or is it already here?

RED TAPE- (miniseries)

”Breathe slow…

                                   let your breath guide you to safety..Let it.”

PART 1

I’m astounded by your witty ways

your lazy gaze

 Your innocence

Your dirty ways..ohh

Your thirst for the next best read as you cuddle yourself up , reading a book by the corner

I’m trapped you know?

Levels upon levels

of sheer grace and beauty that man may not understand until they are

immersed..

Divine! my mind says, simply divine.

I’m trapped you know?

Tune in to next week’s entry:)

RED TAPE

ABOVE ALL ELSE,BE KIND TO YOURSELF…

 

I admit
I never really knew what it meant to ‘truly’ care for oneself,self love ..
until I was rock bottom,collecting broken pieces of what was,what ought to have transformed to perfection,, its own kind….my own kind..
The Purest of form, I say , scared but beautiful..
There is nothing as sweet as moulding yourself ,
making every moment a lesson and taking care of your mind,soul and body,,
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I  am imagining treating myself for a spa, feeding well, going out for activities like traveling,unwinding with some blues and RnB after a long day at work and yes dancing the blues awayyy:) ,,well ,..take your pic:)
∅ Saying no to the things that do not add value to your life, being bold ,being humble and vulnerable by letting go of past mistakes and choosing to forgive and trudge on,being a work in progress,,its amazing,you feel a wave is hitting you,,bringing positive change to your life,,more awareness..more life in you!!!
I choose to  make it my life’s mission to never forget my needs,what truly matters in the inside, to make myself happy.Sometimes we get carried away tending to other peoples thoughts,opinions and needs that we forget to treat ourselves well..you know, with the highest regard, how we truly deserve…
You deserve that.
The journey continues..oh and its going to be all kinds of beautiful….tough times sure,,but beautiful indeed,through it all.
Self love and care,may you reign forever….”♥
…..Join me?

THE BREEZE

The breeze that cooled my spirit

The breeze that cooled my spirit

Was tender, loving and caring

Sent from above∼

to touch the very little things that worried me

The small scars the…bends and tears of life that were creeping in

I was slowly and tenderly being caressed by this breeze

The breeze massaged my face,told me my skin is getting better(glow baby!!!)

held my hand exposing the warmth from deep within

The warmth that I should give myself MORE

which turned  into a smile…

The breeze that cooled my spirit spoke to me and

told me that

you are a fighter baby girl

you will soar to places you’ve never imagined

The breeze that cooled my spirit

The breeze that cooled my spirit….

 

As i walk, my spirit is jumpy,,

In a good way:)

You see the breeze penetrated into my bloodstream and

slowed its temperal motion..calmly ,soothing me…

told me to embrace the good

told me to breathe∞

 

to love more

not hold back, not to be scared

The breeze that cooled my spirit is

…still in me*