Finale(Part 1 of 3)

to hold, is to bear

to leave, is to wear… ∇  Z

i..

was taken aback that Monday morning,

as i saw you dwindle and fade away in my thoughts,,

so effortlessly done, yet seething in pain..

you took the goodness in me…¦the softness,the lovely,the patient,the kind (so i heard)

oh how you bruised me and left me to die…

who am i now that you left me this way?

 

Who am i?

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Part II

”Just because Atlantis has not been discovered

                                   does not mean it will always remain hidden.”

 

You clothe your aura so well,,

your outspoken nature tantalizing everyone you meet,,

 

I’m trapped you know?

 

Season after season i claim you ,,with no question,,,

You pride yourself in seeing me gaze up at your angelic self and give you that honor, ‘your Majesty’

 

I’m trapped you know?

 

Oh how the dew drops and soils my clothes,

How the rain will pour down heavily, with intention,

with disbelief,,

or is it already here?

RED TAPE- (miniseries)

”Breathe slow…

                                   let your breath guide you to safety..Let it.”

PART 1

I’m astounded by your witty ways

your lazy gaze

 Your innocence

Your dirty ways..ohh

Your thirst for the next best read as you cuddle yourself up , reading a book by the corner

I’m trapped you know?

Levels upon levels

of sheer grace and beauty that man may not understand until they are

immersed..

Divine! my mind says, simply divine.

I’m trapped you know?

Tune in to next week’s entry:)

RED TAPE

ABOVE ALL ELSE,BE KIND TO YOURSELF…

 

I admit
I never really knew what it meant to ‘truly’ care for oneself,self love ..
until I was rock bottom,collecting broken pieces of what was,what ought to have transformed to perfection,, its own kind….my own kind..
The Purest of form, I say , scared but beautiful..
There is nothing as sweet as moulding yourself ,
making every moment a lesson and taking care of your mind,soul and body,,
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I  am imagining treating myself for a spa, feeding well, going out for activities like traveling,unwinding with some blues and RnB after a long day at work and yes dancing the blues awayyy:) ,,well ,..take your pic:)
∅ Saying no to the things that do not add value to your life, being bold ,being humble and vulnerable by letting go of past mistakes and choosing to forgive and trudge on,being a work in progress,,its amazing,you feel a wave is hitting you,,bringing positive change to your life,,more awareness..more life in you!!!
I choose to  make it my life’s mission to never forget my needs,what truly matters in the inside, to make myself happy.Sometimes we get carried away tending to other peoples thoughts,opinions and needs that we forget to treat ourselves well..you know, with the highest regard, how we truly deserve…
You deserve that.
The journey continues..oh and its going to be all kinds of beautiful….tough times sure,,but beautiful indeed,through it all.
Self love and care,may you reign forever….”♥
…..Join me?

THE BREEZE

The breeze that cooled my spirit

The breeze that cooled my spirit

Was tender, loving and caring

Sent from above∼

to touch the very little things that worried me

The small scars the…bends and tears of life that were creeping in

I was slowly and tenderly being caressed by this breeze

The breeze massaged my face,told me my skin is getting better(glow baby!!!)

held my hand exposing the warmth from deep within

The warmth that I should give myself MORE

which turned  into a smile…

The breeze that cooled my spirit spoke to me and

told me that

you are a fighter baby girl

you will soar to places you’ve never imagined

The breeze that cooled my spirit

The breeze that cooled my spirit….

 

As i walk, my spirit is jumpy,,

In a good way:)

You see the breeze penetrated into my bloodstream and

slowed its temperal motion..calmly ,soothing me…

told me to embrace the good

told me to breathe∞

 

to love more

not hold back, not to be scared

The breeze that cooled my spirit is

…still in me*

 

 

 

 

 

5 THINGS THAT ARE SIMPLY…AMAZING!

∞Simple reason why …

Solitude gets me going – Truth is , peace of mind and tranquility goes a long way in making me perform tasks and feeling leveled up…I give myself that ‘I can do it speech’ , whispering as many words as I can to make myself believe that it is true and can be done. I then smile, because having my space makes me comfortable you know, I can hum and sing solutions  for problems out of my brain and not feel like I am disturbing someone…:)Oh , its fun too. The thought of a quiet space to trace my thoughts and make sense of what surrounds me is indeed fulfilling,it is important. It is necessary in my life.

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Nature in itself is satisfying to the soul – I imagine walking down a narrow path,feeling the breeze hit me slow,,.. I shiver a bit. I take in the warm rays of the mighty yellow star and just…feel amazing.Breathe. Welcome the beauty around me, the chaos, the stilness of the trees and plantations, the chirping and subtle movements of the birds and other animals…my mind and soul heal.Being inside all that can heal you. It can make you see different perspectives of life of world that we live in. It can uplift you. It is worth the embrace. Take a moment and cherish it all.

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Travelling is amazing– Lets put it this way. It is like you are taking a step into a new world in that moment- new place, you see the culture, the way of life, new experiences, bountiful perspectives and fresh ideas being adopted in the various countries to make life better-its a wave, it is exciting,thrilling and I pertake of this every chance i get. I want to open my eyes and  feel the wave, I want to LIVE.

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I like Sports – Unfotunately, Sportsmanship nowadays is being turnished for mere wins and large sums of money. The true sportsmanship that I know of is that which is all about working together, as a team to achieve a set goal. Fighting together, win or lose, the spirit of the game, of togetherness, lives on. The sense of loyalty that is there, the desire and devotion to the team. Its almost priceless. The thrill of being a part of something great and making sure you push each other to your limits,our very best versions of ourselves- You build character,discipline, a drive, .mhmm… Its GLORIOUS!!!

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Music  is a gift – The simple act of losing yourself in a moment and actually liking it. Imagining, thought provoking, intense…you name it. It empowers us, brings hope, necessitates action and reaction…It gives birth to new forms of art,expression,love,desire,optimism,………..its endless.

Express yourself,be you.Feel the Music:)
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